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the Simon baby-trapping fic is finally finished but where Price was the fluffy, 80s sitcom (but one filled with gone girl-esque mutual manip, morally ambiguous shenanigans), Simon is what happens when you try to tame a rabid dog.
his idea of want in this is like a child trapping a firefly inside a pretty glass jar filled with shredded grass, leaves, broken sticks, dirt, and crushed flowers. everything is perfect; cosy. comfortableā
but he forgot to poke holes in the lid.
#simon is almost irredeemable in this but#love is smothering is suffocating is accidentally killing the thing you want the most because you can't help but hold on too tight et ceter#it's also like soooo foul#dni with this if you respect me in any way lmao#will probs be up soonish maybe#simon riley x reader#this is awfulllll#and is basically a warning#cod#call of duty
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#every time I talk about the long-standing bot/scammer problem on here and remind people of basic internet/financial safety#there's always at least one clown going āBUT WHAT ABOUT THE REAL PEOPLE WHO NEED HELP YOU MONSTER?ā#well now there's a due warning posted right where anyone can see it#so either they're asking every blog they see for money without even checking bios (which is still spam)#or they're *GASP* a bot
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SCOURGE SUNDAY 026/???
real fur coat [thtz cruel]
#scourge wc#warriors#warrior cats#scourge warriors#wc scourge#scourge#scourge warrior cats#bloodclan#scourge sunday#tigerclawstar#I GUESS LMFAO#slapping filterz n texturez on this i may hav gone 2 far but well. idk#i basically alwayz wanna hav this filter on super heavy but it distortz the colorz soo much i alwayz only evr use it at like. 5% LOL#shoudl this hav som kinda warning. i feel like itz not any mnore grusome thn the avaerage scourge so idk
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Part OneĀ / Part Two (You are Here) / Part ThreeĀ
A03
Hopper had undersold Harrington's condition.Ā
Wayne hadn't expected anything pretty, but the face that turned to them as they walked through the door almost had him freezing in place.Ā
Black eye, bruised chin, split lip.Ā
More and more bruises, some faded and some very new, trailing down the kids neck.Ā
Ā The rest was hidden by his preppy little polo shirt, but Wayne didn't doubt that there were more.
Harrington tried to stand when they entered the room and the way he moved--entirely unbalanced, clearly in a lot of pain--made Wayne think the only thing the kid really needed was a hospital.Ā
Because Steve Harrington hadn't just been beaten.Ā
He'd been tortured--and very recently strangled.Ā
(Abruptly, Wayne realized that Hopper had implied the boy had been in the mall fire--just as much as he implied the mall fire was anything but.Ā
He also hadn't stated how Harrington had escaped the Suites trying to break into his house.)Ā
"Sit down." Hopper commanded, and Wayne expected Harrington to do anything but listen.Ā
Say something cocky, or act the part of a demanding little shit maybe, despite the condition he was in.
Instead the kid just sighed in relief and dropped like a stone, right back into the chair.Ā
Hopper came around his desk, talking all the while. "Steve, this is Wayne. Wayne, Steve."
"Hello Sir." Steve croaked politely. His voice was wrecked, no doubt from the necklace of finger shaped bruises around his neck.
"You're going to stay with him for a while, and you're gonna pay him for the privilege." Hopper informed him, as he began digging around his desk. "Money, chores, whatever Wayne wants."Ā
Wayne held his gaze as Steve turned to appraise him.Ā
Would Harrington pitch a fit?Ā
Would he look at Wayne's work clothes, streaked with dirt and sweat, with the name of the warehouse embroidered in the corner and crinkle up his nose, just like his daddy did?Ā
Hopper didn't lie, but a part of Wayne wanted to see just how different this Harrington was. If the respectful demeanor was an act done for Hopper.Ā
Or perhaps, Hopper had mentioned Steve's father for a reason, instead of his mother. Did he adopt her ice-like approach to life?Ā
Micro managing and long-held grudges were Stella Harringtonās game, and she excelled at it.Ā
Steve however, did nothing of the sort, instead settling with the situation in a way that reminded Wayne far too strongly of the men and women who'd come home from war.
"Okay." The kid said simply, after a long moment of consideration. He turned back to Hopper. "But we need to tell the rest of the Par--"Ā
Here he cut a look back to Wayne, correcting himself. "the kids. I don't want them showing up at my house trying to find me and freaking out."Ā
"They wouldn't--" Jim paused, fingers freezing from the rummaging they'd been doing. "they absolutely would, goddammit." He muttered darkly.Ā Ā
"I'll tell the kids. The only thing I want you doing right now is laying low. I need to get a hold of Owens, but it's gonna take time to do that, and more time to fix this, so as of right now, Harrington? You're on vacation." He pointed sternly, as if Steve might argue.
The kid looked too tired and messed up to bother trying.Ā
"I mean it. You're out of the country, where is anybody's guess. No one's seen you and no one better be seeing you, got it?" His voice held firm, and Wayne had to blink because the tone here wasn't one of a police chief warning a teenager--but of a father talking to his son.
He knew, because his own voice did that now. Took on a worried tone that masqueraded as something more like annoyance and seriousness.Ā
"Yes, Sir." Harrington said, remaining weirdly compliant. "Consider me gone."Ā
A hand came up to briefly press above one eye, and Wayne wondered if the kid had been looked over, or if they had just crammed him into Hopper's office without offering so much as a tissue box.Ā
How many painkillers did they have back at the house? Wayne usually kept a good bottle around, but Steve was going to need more than thatā¦
He found himself once again cataloging Steve's wounds, this time comparing them to the medicine cabinet he had at home.Ā
"I expect you to be a damn good house guest, you hear me?" Hopper continued, trying to cut a menacing figure. He finally found what he was looking for; pulling out a large, padded envelope.Ā
He handed it over to Harrington, who took it without looking, shoving it into the duffle bag he'd had sitting at his feet.Ā
There was a smudge of red on the handle of said bag, that matched perfectly up to a shittily done wrap on Steve's right hand.Ā
Wayne mentally added 'buy more bandages' to his list.Ā
Steve nodded at Hopper again. "Yes, Sir."
Jimās eyes narrowed. "Quite that, you know I hate that."Ā
The briefest glimmer of mischief crossed Harrington's face. "Sorry, Sir. Won't happen again, Sir."
'Ahh.' Wayne thought. 'So there's a teenager in there after all.'
Jim rolled his eyes. "Get out of my office."
"Thanks Hop." Harrington said, finally dropping that odd obedience, a hint of a smile on his battered face.Ā
He stood, and Wayne had to stop himself from offering an arm out as Steve reached for his bag and limped towards him.Ā
He paused right before he left Hopper's office, hand on the doorframe.
Ā "You'll check up on Robin too, right?"Ā He asked, and for the first time his tone took on something more alive--and filled with worry. "And Dustin? Erica?"Ā
"Dustin and his mom are finally taking me up on my suggestion to see their family in Florida for a while, and the Sinclairs are taking a sabbatical from Hawkins. I'm working on the Buckley's." Hopper drummed his fingers on the desk. "So far, no one else besides you and El have been targeted, and we're going to keep it that way."
Steve let out a breath, and while Wayne could tell the worry hadn't left him, he could almost physically see Steve force himself to put it away.
Another act that was far beyond the kid's years.Ā
A different officer popped up as they walked down the hall towards the exit, waving his hand madly. "Harrington! Chief says you forgot this!" He barked.
(Or tried to anyway. Callahan wasnāt the most aggressive of officers and frankly, never would be.)
A slim sports bag was held in his hands, and Steve nearly tripped over his own feet when he tried to turn and claim it.
"I'll get it." Wayne said, knowing his tone sounded gruff.
No use for it. He could either sound gruff or sound sad, and Wayne knew better than to start off the relationship with yet another hurt young man by acting sad.
Pity wasn't gonna win him any favors here.Ā
He took the bag, slinging it over his shoulder, uncaring of the wince on Harrington's face until something sharp poked at his shoulder.Ā
Several somethings, in fact.Ā
"What the hell do you got in this thing?" He asked once they hit the parking lot, voice low as he escorted Steve to his truck.Ā
"Just a baseball bat, sir." Steve said, in the exact same tone Eddie used every time he thought he was beinā slick.Ā
Considering the thing in the bag could have passed for a baseball bat if not for the sharp pokey bits, it wasnāt a bad attempt. Steve just hadnāt accounted for the fact that Wayne lived with Eddie.Ā
An unfair advantage, really.Ā
āLeast there canāt be any baby racoons in the damn bag.ā Wayne thought idly.Ā
Went on to gently put the bat in the backseat, watching as the kid struggled to lift himself into the truck.
"You can drop that, I take too being called Sir about as well as Hop does." He said, keeping his tone nice and calm, hoping to ease into calling Steve out on his lie.Ā
Fussed with a few dials on the stereo, giving Steve an excuse to take his time before starting the engine and taking the long way home.
Wayne wanted to talk a little-- without the chance of Edās interrupting.Ā
"Son,ā He started off. āI was born in the morning, but not this morning. I'm hoping to make the next few weeks as easy as I can for both of us, and I can't do that if you're starting off with a lie."Ā
Steve blinked, turning to face him in a matter that was too fast for his injuries. He didn't bother hiding the hurt it caused him, but his voice stayed even as he spoke.
Ā "What do you mean Si--Wayne."Ā
"Nice catch.āĀ Wayne said. āWeāll get you there yet.āĀ
It was a trick he'd learned with Eddie--little tidbits of praise went a long way when it came to gaining trust.
Especially with kids who hadn't ever been given much.Ā
Harrington seemed smart to it, or perhaps was just hesitant to speak in general because he remained quiet, not offering up any info. No further lies, but nothing towards the truth, neither.Ā
Which was fine. Wayne didnāt think a little pushing would hurt.
"That bat of yours was digging into my shoulder like a bee swarm." Wayne continued, when it became clear Steve wasn't talking. "I'm more a fan of football than baseball, but last I checked they hadn't changed the design of a bat."Ā
"What teams?" Steve asked, perking up a touch. "Of football. Which ones are yours?"
Wayne could ignore it of course, or demand Steve give him an answer to the question he asked.Ā
He did neither. "Iām liking the Colts since they got moved here. You?"Ā
"Green Bay Packers, though I like the Colts too--that trade in 84ā was crazy." Steve said. After a second he proved that answering instead of pushing was the right move because he added; "What did Hopper tell you? Aboutā¦" He trailed off, making a gesture Wayne didn't bother trying to interpret.Ā
"He said some things. I've guessed a few others." Wayne admitted. Cut a little look out of the corner of his eye as he came to a stop sign. "I know the feds are real interested in you after Starcourt."Ā
Steve took that in, hands tightening on the handle.Ā
"It really is a baseball bat." He said, a little fast and with the tiniest hint of that challenge Wayne had been looking for. "It just also has nails hammered into one end."Ā
Wayne took that in with one nice, slow blink.Ā
"A bat with nails in it." He said, and it made a hell of a lot of sense compared to the sensation he'd felt carrying the case. "You use it against anyone?"Ā
"Some of the feds." Steve admitted, and even with his eyes on the road Wayne could tell he was being stared at.
Judged.
Not in the way one expected a rich kid to judge, but in the way Eddie had, those first few months he'd lived here. The times whenĀ he'd push, just a little, to see what Wayne's reaction would be.Ā
Eddie hadn't done it in a damn long time, but Wayne recognized the behavior nonetheless.Ā
"Anybody else?" He asked.Ā
"Nobody human." Steve replied.Ā
"Alright." Wayne said, and made a mental note to drop all questions related to that.Ā
He didn't need to know, definitely didn't want to know, and had a feeling if he did know he'd find himself being watched by the same spooks after Steve.
"I've got a few deck boxes that lock on my porch. Think you'd be agreeable to leaving the bat in one?"Ā
Steve paused, hand clenching tighter around the strap of his duffel bag. "If you gave me a key so I could get it in an emergency,Ā I'd be happy to."Ā
He tried to sound calm, even a little charming in that sort of upper-class businessman sort of way, but the fear bled through.Ā
The kid wasn't happy separating from the bat, and given it sounded like it might have saved his life recently, Wayne understood the hesitation.Ā
With an internal apology to Eddie, he promptly threw his nephew under the proverbial bus.Ā "I've got my nephew at home and he'd be far too interested in it, is all. Blades and weapons and such tend to attract him, and I don't need to be rushing anyone to the ER."Ā
All of which were very true facts (one Wayne learned the time he'd allowed Eddie to bring a swordĀ home, only for him to nearly cut his own nose off winging the thing around) but he figured it might make Steve more amenable to separating from it.Ā
Sure enough, some of the tenseness bled out of Steve's shoulders. "Yeah that's fair."Ā
The truck hit a few potholes as they finally turned into the trailer park, and the kid hissed, a quiet sound.Ā
Judging by the uncomfortable wince, and hands clenched into his jeans something painwise was giving him trouble.Ā
"When was the last time you took a pain pill?" Wayne asked, doing his best to weave around the other holes that dotted the gravel roads.
Steve blinked. "Uhā¦"Ā
"You take any today son?"Ā
Steve his head.Ā
"Didn't have time to grab it." He said, offering a sad look to his pack.Ā
Course he hadn't.Ā
"Let's get you inside then and get you some." Wayne said with a sigh. Thankfully Eddie's van wasn't here--Wayne was fairly certain he had band practice today but knowing him it could be a million other things.
Just meant he had to acclimate Steve as fast as he could, to try and get the poor guy settled before Edās came in.Ā
He just hoped life and lady luck would work with him, for once.Ā
#hands on knees#this is gonna have more than three parts fffffff#FAIR WARNING I do jump between Wayne and Eddieās pov in this.#Everything Ive written so far while in parts for tumblr would basically be chapter 1 on A03#Eddies POV change would be chapter two#Ugh Im gonna have to put this on A03. Dammit brain.#also I updated this very fast for me#no one get excited Idk the brain is doing#steddie#beat to shit Steve Harrington#wayne pov#outsider pov#wayne as a BAMF#I tried to get to the part where Eddie shows up but it just got too long for a tumblr post#pre steddie#wayne and Hopper both as psuedo parents to Steve#tw injuries#0o0 fanfics#stranger things
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A few of you guys were curious, so as promised, hereās a few of my takes on Kiffar marriage customs! Specifically the role of the qukuuf, hope you guys enjoy! (Once again, this was all inspired by fic Resilience on ao3, though the account is unfortunately orphaned)
Hope my handwriting doesnāt suck too much, and super open to hearing any ideas or questions you might have if I didnāt explain anything fully!
Also hereās a b/w version cause Iām a sucker for greyscale (and to make the qukuuf markings stand out more)
#in the quinobi au that Iām referencing for this info post#I imagine they get engaged when theyāre 18 or so#or at least like a promise thing#and only make it permanent once they are both knights#its so funny to me that this custom is basically a big warning sign that says TAKEN in neon yellow#also I imagine the ink is pretty staining#since it lasts for 6 months#so hence the funny looking lids#theyāre designed so that you can put them down on a flat surface without making the ink go everywhere#you just flip it upside down#quinobi#obiquin#obi wan x quinlan#obi wan fanart#padawan obi wan#padawan quinlan vos#obi wan kenobi#star wars headcanons#starwars fanart
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"Have you no more memories?"
I am made of memories.
"Speak, then."
#qsmp fanart#that quote is from The Song Of Achilles#beautiful book#HUGE spoiler warning#in the last scene of the book patroclus and thetis are sitting together at achilles' grave watching the sunset#patroclus has just finished recounting the entirety of his life with achilles to thetis#and despite how much the two hated each other; and despite how much disdain thetis had for patroclus for being a human#for the first time in her life thetis understands how much those two meant to each other and how much achilles loved patroclus#and so she lets patroclus travel to the next world to be with him; she sends him off so they can be together#āgoā she says. āhe waits for you.ā#that's basically what I'm thinking of here#an AU wherein which Fit and Madagio find themselves in each others' paths again and Madagio sees that Fit's grief hasn't swallowed him whol#Madagio is curios because he has never understood how to deal with grief in a way that isn't revenge#and asks about it#he asks about the rosebushes and the goggles#and after the two sit for days in a far-out reach of the wasteland; fit talking and madagio listening#madagio decides maybe he can spare the time and effort. maybe he can find a way to reunite fit with pac and ramon;#even if it's just for a minute#qsmp#fitmc#fitpac#madagio#qsmp madagio#54625art#holy shit sorry for yappin so much#mcyt#mcytblr
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city boy cant understand a damn thing his pirate brother is saying
#i personally headcanon that sails came from a ship with a very ruthless captain before he joined the angel's voyage#and he witnessed some pretty fucked up shit#and sometimes he'll tell these insane stories with a straight face while everyone else is mortified#or they just dont know wtf hes saying#for those who need a translation: he basically hes saying that he warned a crew member not to rebel#but he rebelled away and was whipped and sent off the plank#while the rest of his cohorts got keelhauled (a brutal form of punishment/execution)#sails is perfectly fine mentally#meanwhile nine is going to kill his brother#prime bros#sails the fox#miles nine prower#sonic prime#art
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the fermi paradox is so funny to me because people make it out to be some kind of cosmically horrifying unexplainable mystery but it's literally so easily solved by the speed of light. like everything in the universe is very far apart and there is a hard limit on how fast something can travel. like we've been sending out signals into space looking for alien life for what, 50 years? because of the speed of light, that means that these signals have traveled for, at most, 50 light years (shocking). if i go on space engine to check roughly how many known star systems exist within a 50 ly radius around earth, we get a grand total of: 776. even if we add in procedurally generated ones to get an estimate that accounts for star systems we don't know about then our total goes up to 3,407. our current estimations for the number of stars in the milky way alone is around 100 BILLION. our messages have only reached like 0.000003% of the total number of stars in our galaxy alone. and even if there are any stars with life within that radius, who says they would be able to receive these messages? single-celled life first evolved ~4,000 million years ago while multicellular life only came to be around ~1,600 mya. primates only evolved within the last 100 million years. we've only been able to receive signals for a few centuries. and if these aliens did receive our signals and were able to send them back, it would still take a while for those signals to then get back to us. if they were 25 ly away (a radius that contains 122 known star systems, btw) then it would take 25 years for the signal to get there and then another 25 years for it to come back. and this isn't even getting into the fact that these signals would become less intense the further they go due to the way light works. either way it's just so fucking funny to me that people think that "powerful aliens KILLED them ALL and they're coming for US NEXT" is anywhere near the most plausible explanation
#be warned i do not have a degree (dropped out of college lolll) but i took an astronomy class in high school#plus i have an interest in space. plus all of this information is not like high-level astrophysics#it just takes like a basic understanding of the fact that things that are farther away take longer to get to
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Honey I'm Home - TMA PMV
[ID: Animated clips from the linked Magnus Archives animation.
Jon prays with a strained expression while root-like tendrils reach for him. A flatlining heart monitor starts to beat as a crown lowers over his head.
Elias reaches out a hand with a smirk while inside a jail cell.
Multiple frames are shown over a spiderweb background: They show season one Jon signing his contract with a grinning Elias.
Multiple frames are shown over a collage of various cut out statements in the background. They show season four Jon noticing Jess Terrell and speaking to her, eyes turning green as he smiles unnervingly. End ID]
Thank you @/princess-of-purple-prose for the description!!
#the magnus archives#tma#tma animatic#tma pmv#jon sims#jonathan sims#elias bouchard#tma fanart#jarchivist#magnus pod#magpod#snekberry draws#art video#gif#gif warning#this video was basically my gateway to learning how to use after effects
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this is objectively the funniest thing i have made (based on the chaotic result of shuffling together my bill and ford playlists)
if a future employer somehow sees this i am sorry for your eyes
#if you dont know the song then consider this post a warning#but i also think that bill would listen to it and you cant tell me otherwise#as for the question of how they got these songs in the 70s well-#idkhow but they found them#wink wink nudge nudge#mumble art#gravity falls#bill cipher#stanford pines#billford#baldis basics#shitpost#meme art
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Was going to write a little ficlet to go with this, but. Vaccine tiredness is killer.
A little bit of art for the FOP Nature au by @bunnieswithknives. I cannot recommend checking it out enough.
#art#my art#fop nature au#fop#fairly oddparents#fairly oddparents a new wish#fop a new wish#fopanw#fop dale#dale dimmadome#he deserves to die in a dimmaditch#body horror#blood#candy gore#Anyway the concept behind the ficlet was going to be basically about Bramble#(because im a dirty little bitch who shoves their oc where they don't belong)#setting up traps in the forest with the intention of not catching actual deer#but rather the rogue fairy disguised as a deer that the fairy council had warned her to be on the lookout for (aka Flowers)#The Council doesnt really give a shit about Bramble or her forest#they just want to make sure Flowers isn't COMPLETELY unsupervised after the Dale Incident#So anyway Bramble does catch something#and its certainly not a real deer#but he's pretty damn sure it isn't another fairy either#(idk why Dale would be in the forest I guess maybe he just went looking for Flowers to fix this and freaked out and got lost? idk)#Anyway none of that is actually canon to the au ofc it was just in my head#and it gave me an excuse to draw a fucked up deer man so like what else could I ask for
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(don't bother) calling me when you're sober | rating: m | wc: 1.5k
content warnings: future fic, parental alcoholism ("falling off the wagon"), past parental neglect, minor character death (i've committed wayne crimes i'm so sorry but it's not shown, just mentioned), emotional hurt/comfort, ends on a happy, hopeful note despite the tags
āMy dad called.āĀ
Eddie walks into the room, pinched eyebrows and flared nostrils lit up by the multicolored Christmas lights they string on the tree every year, one hand balled into a fist. The reactionĀ wouldnāt surprise Steve so much if this happened years ago, when Al Munson was still living in the bottom of a bottle of Jack, but now?Ā
Itās been eighteen years since heād gotten sober, nineteen years since his last stint at Hawkins County, and fifteen years since making a genuine attempt to right the wrongs of Eddieās childhood and build a relationship with his son.Ā
Fifteen years after Eddie let him in, let him try, let him earn Eddieās trust.Ā
Fifteen years is a long time and to see Eddie so vitriolic in the doorway of their apartmentās living roomā hands shaking, body shakingā Steve knows something mustāve gone wrong.Ā
āWhat happened?ā Steve asks, standing from the couch and meeting Eddie where he stands, holding the hand not curled tightly around itself.Ā
āHeās drunk. He called, and he was drunk.āĀ
Steveās chest pulls tight, his heart racing. What does someone say to that? What can someone say to assuage that kind of deep anger, pain, and betrayal? His thoughts are scattered as they try to make sense of what Eddie just said, and heās even more grateful now that Ronnie wanted a sleepover with Aunt Robin tonight.Ā
āEddie, fuck. Iām soā ā Before he can finish his thought, Eddie leans back against the doorframe, ripping his hand out of Steveās and tangling his fingers in his hair, tugging.Ā
āHow could he? How fucking could he?!ā Eddie bellows, eyes squeezed shut. āHe knew! He knew that if he ever did this again, Iād be done. For good. For forever. And he did it anyways! After eighteen fucking years!āĀ
His eyes fly open and Steve stands still and nods him on. There are just no words to fix this, and trying for the sake of filling the silence has never served him well.
āHe did it anyway! Two days before fucking Christmas, a week before the anniversary ofāā He chokes and cuts himself off.Ā
He knows what Eddie was going to say. A week before the anniversary of Wayneās death. Itās been on his mind, too, of course. On his mind and in their conversations over breakfast with eccentric mugs of coffee, over the tangled lights that Wayne could always figure out. The year hasnāt been the kindest to them, particularly Eddie, and Steve wants to protect Eddie as much as he can from whatever he can.Ā
But he canāt shield him from this.Ā Al Munson skips to the top of his shitlist.
āThat son of a bitch!ā Eddie rams his fist sideways against the door jam, leaving a sharp, red mark along his pinky. āHe promised, and I believed him. Why the fuck did I believe him, Steve?ā
Steve takes a step closer and grabs both of Eddieās hands, carefully soothing the angry mark. āItās been almost twenty years, babe. Trusting him with so much time invested makes sense. Hell, I did, too.āĀ
āIāmā Iām in my 30s, hurt and angry about the same shit I was hurt and angry about as a fucking kid. All the nights I slept in the backseat of the car because he blew his money at the bar, all the car accidents and court appearances and jail time, all the mornings I missed school because he didnāt know what fucking day it was,ā Eddie rants, stopping to take a breath before picking back up, Steveās own heart cracking and raging the more he speaks.Ā
āAnd every time heād get sober, heād always promise. Heād promise it would be the last time, and it never was. Not once could he choose his fucking son and I didnāt understand it then, but now that we have Ronnie, I understand it even less. If I was sick enough to walk away from her, Iād walk my happy ass to the nearest fucking rehab. I get that itās a disease, I get it, I get it, I get it. But I canātā I canāt do it again. Not this time. Eighteen years just down the fucking drain because of his companyās holiday party? How can I ever believe him again? Or trust him again?āĀ
Eddieās voice grows raspier, breath shallow and quick, eyes watery. āEvery time this happened when I was a kid, I always had Wayne. Heās the only person who really got it, yāknow? The only one who lived it with me and now, I donāt even have him. My dadās drunk, slurring his way through who fucking knows what on the phone, and no one else can fully understand the magnitude of what that feels like for me.āĀ
He squeezes his eyes shut again and drops forward toward Steve, forehead on his shoulder and arms loosely hung around Steveās waist. Steve still doesnāt have words that bandage this up, but he knows how to show his husband love in other ways. Ways that, over the years, have become a language all their own. Steve pulls him in tight, one hand near his waist, the other cradling the back of his head. Fingers slide carefully beneath the hem of Eddieās tee-shirt and rub little, repetitive circles into the small of Eddieās back while he cards his other hand through Eddieās hair, scratching his scalp and holding him to his chest to feel the rhythm of Steveās own heartbeat until his breath returns to a steady pace.Ā
Itās only then that Steve speaks.Ā
āI donāt know what to say, Ed. Itās fucked up, and if you want to me like, hit him with my car, you know Iām game.ā Steve feels Eddie laughā just a few puffs of air through his nose but itās a laugh all the same. āBut Iām here, and weāre gonna figure it out, okay? Whatever you decide to do, weāll do it together.ā
Eddie nods and lets himself be led to the couch, Steve tucking Eddie into his side and pulling the afghan up over them.Ā
āI never want to be what Al was to me to our daughter,ā Eddie whispers, not looking away from the tree.Ā
āWell, youāre ahead of the game, because sheās already older than you were when he started hitting the bottle hard. And I know thereās the genetic piece to it that everyone talks about, but nurture counts for a lot of who we become, too. Shit, I owe Joyce Byers a huge thank you for being more of a parent to me than my own were because sheās probably the reason I didnāt turn out like Dick Harrington. Ronnieās never going to have an Al Munson in her life, because you werenāt raised by Al Munson. Thatās not whose legacy youāre passing down. Youāre passing down love, not pain.ā Steve presses a soft kiss to Eddieās temple and feels his whole body sag into him.Ā
āYeah. Yeah, I guess youāre right.ā Eddieās voice is quiet now, a far cry from his earlier venomous edge.Ā
Silence nestles onto the couch with them, a comfortable addition, as they watch the basketball game Steve had on before Eddie told him about the phone call. Watch is a loose description, actually. They're more just looking at a moving, flashing screen.Ā
āMy hand really hurts, by the way,ā Eddie announces, holding up the hand heād used to punch the doorjam. āThat was fucking dumb.ā
āMaybe a little bit, but I get it,ā Steve untucks a hand from beneath the blanket and outstretches his palm. āLemme see?ā
Eddie plops his hand into Steveās and Steve takes a look, mentally working down the check list heās memorized from his decade plus of EMT work. No obvious breaks, nothing looks crooked, Eddieās able to move each finger and flex his hand without severe pain.Ā
āIf anything, itās just gonna be bruised tomorrow. But Iāll fix it,ā Steve grins and lifts Eddieās fist to his lips, carefully kissing each knuckle and paying a little extra attention to the pinky that delivered most of the blow.Ā
āIām so in love with you, Steve.ā Eddie rests his temple on Steveās shoulder. āYou know that, right?āĀ
āI know,ā Steve agrees, chest fluttering despite the circumstances. āAnd Iām in love with you, too. You know that, right?ā
Eddie snuggles in and wraps Steve up, full koala, as though heās trying to get as close as possible without actually cracking Steve open and climbing inside of him.Ā
āDefinitely.ā
The next morning, Aunt Robin brings Ronnie home and together, they decorate the gingerbread cookies that only vaguely look like people but are good enough to pass for a seven year old. Halfway through, Eddieās cell phone rings and the caller I.D. reads Al. Steve watches, worried that Eddieās going to answer in the middle of their decorating. That heāll forget Ronnieās having the time of her life, and that in his righteous indignation, Eddie will leave the table to go fight and argue.
Thereās so much to be said, and Steve wouldnāt blame him, but he breathes a sigh of relief when Eddie simply declines the call and sets about pouring more edible glitter onto his design with a smile down at their daughter.Ā
#steddie#steddie fic#steddie fanfic#steddie fanfiction#steve harrington x eddie munson#eddie munson x steve harrington#steve harrington#eddie munson#stranger things#stranger things fic#stranger things fanfic#stranger things fanfiction#myblurbs#(whispers): yeah so my mom fell off the wagon after 18 years at her fucking work party and this is basically just what my day was#our relationship has always been strained but since she got sober there was at least some contact?#anyways#replace wayne with my grandparents and this is just all projection baybee šāļø#super not cool with it BUT that's why there are some content warnings here you don't see from me very often š
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2024 vs 2022
#This got me banned on twitch for 3 days FOE NUDITY#The hypocrisy!!!#Streamer girls basically selling soft prn is okay#But god forbid i draw a butt#I hate twitch with all my heart rn#And it happened in the middle of the stream without a fucking warning#Just * BAMMM * you've been kicked out of twitch#So please enjoy this forbidden cake#Be gay do crime#Shera#She ra#Spop#Catra#Spop catra#Catradora#Lesbian#fan art#Art#lgbtq
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Adrenaline through your veins
and hands that fit in mine
#call of duty#modern warfare#call of duty modern warfare#MWII#CoD MWII#CoD MWIII#MWIII#blender renders#Phillip Graves#Philip Graves#Shadow Company#CoD OC#OC: Jax#Jackie Ramirez#Ship: High Places#some of yall might remember the lifeline comic I did with jax and laswell#laswell basically gives her approval to jax for him to join shadow#and warns him to be careful cause he's essentially become Graves' lifeline#and if something ever happened to Jax#Graves might never recover from that#but she fails to consider that it's the same way for jax#ANYWAY#I wanted jax to go ape shid#get him feral and covered in blood#I also animated it and it took a decade
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Sephiroth: "Stay strong. You can save everyone. You can become a real hero."
#sephiroth#final fantasy 7#ff7#final fantasy vii: ever crisis#i think those jenova headaches is actually present sephiroth interacting or looking back on his past self#basically one of the versions of sephiroth is the good guy and trying to stop the other version of him by injecting into his past self#will do the rosen scene next. would've made this post super long if i added it on#tw: flashing gif#;mygifs#warning: flashing lights
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ahhh im obsessing over your blog!! can i have an Argos (World of Mr. Plant) cg moodboard? id love if it could have a flower theme too ^^'
Here you go!!
#argos the world of mr plant#!!!#this was fun to make#I'd never heard of the world of mr plant before this#it looks fun#anyway#i hope you enjoy#and sorry it took so long!#sfw interaction only#sfw agere#agere#moodboard#age regression#sfw littlespace#agere moodboard#age dreaming#babyre#baby regression#cw eye contact#cw eye imagery#eyes#eye imagery#scopophobia#horror series#dreamcore horror#the world of mr plant#basically just be warned this series is#horror#and could be#spooky
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